Checking in with potential bad news, and a bit scared. About aa monthgo, I accidentally hit my only good eye with my hand. The knuckle of my thumb hit the closed eye, above The center of the eye.In the immediate aftermath a dark area in my vision appeared at the lower 3rd of the visual range. The good news is that withing half an hour my vision returned to normal. The Iris (colored muscle around the pupil) was strained but not torn.
I had physical pain on the cornea (transparent cover in front of the iris)and light sensitivity pain for one week, understandably,since the iris muscle was strained. But after two weeks, I noticed a small flash of light at the corner of my eye. Not at the bottom of my vision range, but the extreme "corner of the eye." This indicates a small retinal separation or tear at the edge of the retina. *sigh*
I'm in denial right now, but I have to get myself together and go see the doctor. No insurance. No money. I got a bit of cash for a consultation or two, but impossible to get a procedure done.
Aaargh! I just want to to heal on its own, but it's not going away. I have no control over when that tiny flash appears, and the location suggests that the tear is (because of image inversion) on the side of the eyeball closest to the nose behind the tear duct, well covered by the nose bones. Since I have no control of when o see it, it's more likely to be"activated" by the pumping of blood in a nearby blood vessel, rather than a muscle (clenching my eyes will do nothing as opposed to my scar on the other eye).
Wish me luck.